♥Wednesday, January 21, 2015
that feeling when all you wanna do just cry cause no one understand it more than you?
YES. Im feeling crappy all over again.
Was it supposed to hurt like this? If yes, I DONT WANT IT.
I just dont know what to do anymore. What should i do?
-AM
15:08;
♥Tuesday, January 20, 2015
Hi!
안녕하셔요! So i learned korean language when i was in my 2nd year 2 semester in uni. It was FUN. I can literally read hangul now... Slowly hahah!
Anyway. Its 12.33Am. 21st january,2015. On a wednesday. Yeah its late, its pretty common now with my messed up sleeping pattern. Its my 3rd year this year , hence its my discovery year. This whole third year, im not attending nor having exams. Just gaining experience outside UBD. I have no one to talk to these days. My friends been quiet, my love life's a mess. My family is my family.. Thank god.
I was on a relationship for about 1 year until last november when things start to get out of hand. So yea, im back to the old amal. Lonely amal. HAHAHAH! It was painful though to be honest, it was my first time to open up to a person, shares every single detail of your life when suddenly he just...left. Now, im hopelessly confused and dont even wanna start another one for the time being. I had enough with it for now. :/ it end up me being hurt snyway. SIGH.
Surabaya. I heard we're leaving early february so i hope its soon. Our offer letter isnt even here yet. Hopefull "soon" just like our co ordinator said. Im just devastated now. Cause i cant play ultimate this sunday cause it clashes with hana's birthday party. But ive decided to attend hana's birthday party cause you can join next tournament while hana is growing, it only come onces.
Another thing that bothers me is this feeling i keep having lately. It came back and forth unwarned! I just really wanna get over it. Getting dissapointed all over again, such a nuisance! Yeah im not the only one feels it but atleast, give me a damn warning.
Afterall, ITS NOT ALWAYS ALL ABOUT YOU.
😪
-AM
16:47;
♥Thursday, January 8, 2015
Assalamualaikum and hi.
Its been a very long time since i last visited this page or wven nlog about something. Last post was in 2011? And now its 2015? Time sure moves faster then you think.
Anyho its been 3 years since i blogged. So excuse of my grammer or any mistake you have realised along the way yeah. The reason ive started blog again is that ive got tons of things i worried about, million of questions i wanna shoot and yeah im not sure who to really go to. Who actually sits and listen to all my bull-crap. Its been a hectic yeas since i stopped blogging. Long story short. Ive addicted to a sport called ultimate frisbee. Im a 3rd year student in UBD now majoring in business administration. And im leaving for surabaya in less than a month. HAHAHAHAHA. Hence me here updating my blog.
Just as a thought of myself maybe when im in surabay i might update my everytime i needed someone to talk with. Im not even sure if anyone would read this. That chances are none,really. But if there is someone happen to read this. Well,HELLO!! It was nice of you to drop by.
Pictures? In sya allah ill upload soon(kalau rajin k) and to actually blogged something. Ill continue on the next post cause at the moment its friday 9th january and its 3:45am. I couldnt sleep when i think too much. Moreover,im babysitting my nieces cause in the morning theyre having there class mengaji so yup. Doing the same nanny routine as i always told. The youngest always do the job the most huh? Not all. Just when your siblings rely on you the most,you tend not to dissapoint them right? Yup. That feeling.
So next time! Ill promise ill update what i came of what have bern happening this 3 years 😁
Until then,
Amal matahir
19:51;
♥Wednesday, January 26, 2011
I can't believe its over as i watched the whole thing fall and i never saw the writing that was on the wall.if only i knew the days were slipping past and i just realised that good things never last and that we were crying. the sunny weather turned to rain then the rain turn tears upon our faces. i hardly recognised the girls we used to be and god i hope its not too late, you are not alone.if life has get you down.i'll be there for you. and when the world's crashing down on you, i'll always be there for you.you know you've got someone here you can wraps your arm around :) i know things has been a little crazy lately and though things have been changing, but there's one thing that's still remain the same. Our Friendship :')
so please hold on...dont let go just yet. dont give up easily. i know its been a tough road and our plans may not worked out but i have no doubt, we've been on this road before a couple times in fact.i know we could work it out together eventually. i promise it would be alright. take a look at what we've been through. so dont let it all go just like that. may be suck at it. but you are always there to correct me when im wrong. so please........
imiss you soo efffin' bad :'(
18:25;
♥Tuesday, December 7, 2010
assalamualaikum :)
Firstly,
i wanna say
Selamat menyambut tahun baru hijrah 1432 H. :)
second,
I misssssss my parents! :'( . Lastnight they called.to make sure the house doesnt fall upside down while they're away. Hahahahah two more weeks and they'll be back!! Cant wait :D
Third,
I am sick. I have bad cough, clown nose and a sexay voice. Sheesh, everytime i woke up. I can feel my throat is dry and sore. I avoid talking these days,cause its just painfull to talk =// another word. I need to get out and exercise!! Or else, buntu ku ne di rumah =='
Fourth,
I havent watch harry potter. sucks doesnt it? So does narnia, i wanna watch em' both!!! :((
and i am not scared of cats anymore... For now. Hahaha my aunt and uncle happens to take vacation with my parents so they leave me incharge of feeding they're fishes and cats everyday.at first, kan lari ku ganya inda masa ku bgi makan. But now, im used to it :) jinak atu kali hahahah oh well, there's always first in everything.
i've been listening to afgan's songs lately :) he has a very soothing voice. You should listen to it sometimes :)
Til then, bye :D
Assalamualaikum.
17:33;
assalamualaikum :)
Firstly,
i wanna say
Selamat menyambut tahun baru hijrah 1432 H. :)
second,
I misssssss my parents! :'( . Lastnight they called.to make sure the house doesnt fall upside down while they're away. Hahahahah two more weeks and they'll be back!! Cant wait :D
Third,
I am sick. I have bad cough, clown nose and a sexay voice. Sheesh, everytime i woke up. I can feel my throat is dry and sore. I avoid talking these days,cause its just painfull to talk =// another word. I need to get out and exercise!! Or else, buntu ku ne di rumah =='
Fourth,
I havent watch harry potter. sucks doesnt it? So does narnia, i wanna watch em' both!!! :((
and i am not scared of cats anymore... For now. Hahaha my aunt and uncle happens to take vacation with my parents so they leave me incharge of feeding they're fishes and cats everyday.at first, kan lari ku ganya inda masa ku bgi makan. But now, im used to it :) jinak atu kali hahahah oh well, there's always first in everything.
i've been listening to afgan's songs lately :) he has a very soothing voice. You should listen to it sometimes :)
Til the, bye :D
Assalamualaikum.
17:31;
♥Monday, November 15, 2010
anyone is reading this?? okay. my cousin told me to do this so yeahh. whatever~
follow me on twitter. :) click the link below..
AmalHayatiHm
this 28th i got invited to watch harry potter with my friend.but with ONE condition. i have to bring a partner along. BUT WHY does it have to be a guy partner?? now who the heck am i supposed to bring? =//
anyway,my cousin kaka putih just got married last friday.
BYE!
14 :)
this 28th i got invited to watch harry potter with my friend.but with ONE condition. i have to bring a partner along. BUT WHY does it have to be a guy partner?? now who the heck am i supposed to bring? =//
anyway,my cousin kaka putih just got married last friday.
CONGRATULATIONS!!!
wanna see the picture? go to my facebook account okay? :) its not fully yet but there's when its her akad nikah :) so hope you guys have a great day.BYE!
14 :)
09:22;
♥Sunday, November 7, 2010
HELLO :)
1) went to jis, watched Md-ians played
2)grah,erra,eza,farzanah,raihannah,chua was there :)
3) gadong with eza,grah and yamin
4) kfc with basai
5)home.
1) went to jis, watched Md-ians played
2)grah,erra,eza,farzanah,raihannah,chua was there :)
3) gadong with eza,grah and yamin
4) kfc with basai
5)home.
me cut me hair :)LETTING GO..... FOR REAL
10:42;
♥Thursday, November 4, 2010
today i stay back to finish my history project with my group, well kathy went home early. too stressed to continue this is what erra and i did. erra got this crazy idea. we were just side by side and look :D hahahah!
now AS level are done. we're starting with A2 now. gosh! history is getting much much more complicated now. im so loving ACCOUNTING AND MATHS! :D
esok jalan sma teeqs :)
MEGAMIND, here i come
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